please, don't take a picture..

I haven't drawn for like 2 month, but then I found this draft - the palm was already finished so I decieded to get through with it once and for all. I took my pencils and began, but my hand felt so heavy and I got scared, cuz drawing was never a problem for me. but the further I got, the easier it was..
a referance pic - by myself. the guy on it is one of my best friends
A4, Faber-Castell 9000 pencils B, 3B, 5B, kneaded eraser. took me about 6 to 7 h.